You should really go back and read the way you react, especially towards those that are attempting to help you. You act like a child who isn't getting their way and has to deflect it back on everyone else. You seem to think the people posting to you are just trying to attack you, they're trying to help you ffs. How many people have to say "You're wrong, this is an issue you can change" before you consider the possibility?
When people get here it's usually a wake up call to change the things in their life that arent working, yet you keep resisting what people are trying to help you see. I hope the IC flushes it out, truly
Keep being passive aggressive, keep deflecting all your issues toward others, at the end of the day we only care because we've worked through issues ourselves, know what this grieving period can be in terms of personal growth and genuinely want to help. But by all means, drag the same baggage into your next relationship.
Morse than anything this saddens me. All this stuff absolutely [censored] but we have the opportunity to make something positive out of it, if we choose too.
Anyway, good luck with your break from the forums and D, hope things work out for you
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
