Hello Friends, Today has been a tough day for me for some reason. I guess there's good days and then there's bad days right? Yesterday was a decent day until later in the evening. Now that I'm a single dad, I get to go grocery shopping. I'm getting used to it and actually don't mind sometimes. In my last post I mentioned that my wife and I canceled our annual trip with her family. My mother in-law tried to go around and secure the cabin with out me. My sister and brother in law did not respond. I thought it was done. So the W called me last night to resurrect the cabin. I basically told her that they probably needed to find another place and that it was very disrespectful to my already hurt feelings to have her mom try to do that. I told her that my S and BI did not want to be involved in any way shape or form so don't bother asking again.
(It just so happens that my W mom is the aunt to my brother in-law)
I told them they could probably request in the future but now is not the right time. My sister is not happy with W right now and was disappointed that they don't even care. Just as I am typing this my wife sent a text to all of her family and me saying " So the cabin trip is a no go. I'm sorry to all who were planning on it. We will plan a day trip to the Lake by cabin on Saturday. Please let me know who can make it. So here we go. I hope this is the tough love/ she needs to know what its like to be separated/divorced. It feel very broken about all of this today. This was a family I loved to be with. They are now texting the food arrangements for the event. I don't know why but I really want her world to crumble. I feel like I'm in hell. I need some positive input today guys. I've stepped way back. I keep all contact at a minimum. I know GAL like crazy. I feel like I need to do more, but that is wrong. I need her to see what life is like without me etc.
ME 47 W 38 M17 T20 Separated 5/20/18 D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed 4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15
