Ungrateful and entitled is truly what I am used to so when I see a glimmer from my D I treasure it. I also make sure I am not falling over myself. I enjoy the moment and then we move on. I need to focus more on the little things in life. Life is not about where you are at the end, it is enjoying and experiencing as much as you can on our journey.

I'm sure your D will come around. If you are there for her as you are describing it will be a long road, and you helping guide her along her path, she will remember always that her father was there for her and loves her.

Planning some more things with my kids this week.

Unfortunately, trying not to dwell, but holding my breath on what my W is planning or going to do next. I wish she would just talk to me. I will not broach any R talks with her. I need to put my life on a steadier path with or without her for myself and my kids.


M51 W44
T21 M18
D14 S11
BD date 9/17
W filed 02/18
W withdrew petition following week
In house separation 03/18
In Limbo and DB'ing since 03/18
W is moving out by mid Nov 2018
A drawing up paperwork 11/18