So. When I wait for the other shoe to drop there is always a reason. Because the other shoe drops.
My attorney called and the family of the seller talked him out of selling his house. He is 75 and his wife recently died and his kids think he is making an emotional decision. But I heard he wants to move by his brother, that's why he is selling. SO he isn't alone.
So, I have no house. I have to break the news to my child. I have find another in a very short amount of time, which I most likely won't. I cried. I just cried at my desk. I really can't take this anymore. The layer said in her 30 years this is unusual. My agent is hoping he changes his mind in the next few days.
My luck is non-existent. I can't even believe this happened for a reason. After all I have gone through, this is just cruel. I can't even bring myself to tell my daughter.
I just need one stroke of good luck. Or no stokes of unusual bad luck. I am losing my mind.
Juju, I also met you and I agree, you are beautiful, intelligent, a great mom, with a great career. I wouldn't let go of you if I had you. I do think I make more emotional decisions rather than logistical ones. I need to be smarter when choosing a partner. I believe you have done your due diligence too. You are very pragmatic and smart and loving. We don't deserve this. We are amazing and lovable. ANd no one's second choice.
