The other thing that seems to be hurting you is the physical contact
Only you know that
But when my w was cheating on me
Her touch repulsed me
If you have always freely been physical with your w
Then the 180 speaks volumes
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
