thanks Davide...I am doing good GAL wise, I think the main reason being simply that this wasn't my choice and therefore, since I have no choice then only thing I can do is move on along. there's a video from a preacher online who talks about making do on broken pieces that I listen to frequently. for whatever reason it resonates with me and helps get me by.
can't recall the last time I saw/heard from W, I guess that mean's my sitch is hopeless, but folks say it's when you quit that they know. no sure if that will be the case in my sitch, but again since I know I have no option but to move on, I move on...simple self-preservation thing. it is VERY hard to not want to reach out as it completely feels like I'm sabotaging any chance my sitch has, but as always when I get to what would I say if I did, it would come back to pursuit and I've already been down that path a few times with zero success. I don't have to stop loving her and trust me my feelings are still very strong for her, but only thing I know I can do is leave her to her own whatever and take it one day at a time. my family and friends will get me through no matter what happens.
