Thank you, thank you for dropping by and wishing me all good things. I feel very blessed when I read these posts!
Update Talked to H earlier this week. I finally broke down and called him... I just keep feeling this strong intuition about it and so I did.
He said he "thought he might have" dialed me by accident last week trying to call a work colleague. OK then... now this seems odd to me, but who knows. No, I did not say this, just said OK.
We had a very pleasant chat. He told me in great detail all about a problem he was encountering with his computer. He hoped he would be able to fix it and it was causing him trouble. I think he'll be able to solve it eventually and told him so. It was nice to hear about his work and he seemed to enjoy talking about it.
He asked me about my work and remembered it was an important week last week where I work. He apologized for the lag on getting my web site done and offered to do some additional things for me regarding the site.
My other reason for calling is that I also needed to know about this month's insurance as we are back in the same boat as last month, with him not reimbursing as agreed and this causing major cash flow problems for me. However, we were having such a nice chat, I forgot to ask. I called back the next day and mentioned I'd meant to ask about the transfer. He said he would make it as soon as he could, which tells me he is having financial issues himself. I said I'd appreciate that. We did not talk.
Being a friend, I texted him saying I hoped he'd gotten that tough problem resolved.
End of that story.
Now I have been having a tremendous week. Lots of good positive things, work is going very well, etc.
Last night, however, I had a bad dream about H and OW. Worse, I actually remembered it in the morning. Yuck.
This was the first time in several weeks he's heard from me-- I don't think H has any illusions about me not moving forward with my life. He knows I am doing that.
I guess I am the one not sure what I am doing... am I being a friend or cutting him out? Frankly, he was a lot more responsive and forthcoming when I was pursuing him.
