waw maybe #4

[bhappy2]

Journaling:

So last night was a little challenge for me as I was invited to yet again another party, I declined as I did not want the pressure of having a few beers. I really want to focus on training and running a really good half marathon. I find when I consume alcohol it adversely effects my training and weight. I got a good nights sleep, just ate a great breakfast and I am prepping for a afternoon run. I have some yard work to do later in the afternoon then off to work.

W got home from work last night her normal time and when I woke this am she was gone, out. I do not know where she is and at this point it doesnt matter. I informed D19 about the pending D and she was in shock, she thought we could/should work it out. She asked questions I do not have answers for so I kept it short and simple. She asked what was happening with the house and I said that W is going to try and buy me out. D19 started to get upset and said that W should leave if she wants out. I said thats all I have and not to worry everything will be alright no matter what.

Btw W has not spoken to me in nearly three weeks. I said Hi once.... she said it back.

Our first conference with the L's is on Aug. 13th so I believe this is the beginning of the end. Its ok, life goes on...

So many activities going on at the social club, looking forward to an Octoberfest party in September. There will be live German bands playing music. German beer and food.

I am driving D19 back to college on Aug. 24th and W of course cant make it on the ride, she has to work. Thats ok, I will do it, the last thing I need is to upset D19 anymore than she is. She just took a Police test and scored very high, she wants to follow in her brothers footsteps.

I have a busy work week ahead and I am actually looking forward to taking my mind off of this sitch further detaching...

peace....