I shall start this mornings post with a vent. My baby girl has arrived in Puerto rico. I got a video message from her father of my daughter riding in the back of a pick up truck from the airport with a tractor trailer next to them!!!! I am livid! The whole video is them both saying how I am going to kill him! This is like the first 5 minutes of vacation, to I have to freak the whole time?! It's like OW's family or something. Too dam cheap for a cab?! Good lord. He's an idiot.
Ok, now that I got that out of my system. HC and I ended it over the phone last night. It was very cordial, both understanding eachother's positions. He did feed me some BS. But I didn't buy it and he just needs to go do his own thing. He did say "reach out sometime" Yeah, right. It's not even worth talking about anymore. I just couldn't do that again. I held on once waiting for someone to be ready. This guy seems like it's going ot be a super long time. I can also tell he is deep in that selfish stage. I do deserve so much more. Not even worth talking about anymore. Fun while it lasted. Over now.
I am truly a F-up in all areas of romantic relationships. I am good at all other relationships in my life, but I can't get this right. Friendships are natural. You don't have to play games, or follow some stupid rules, or worry about being too available, or not available enough. You just be. Oh well.
I have since gotten facetime call from my child who thought it was the greatest thing in the world to ridei n the back of a pick up on the highway and will get to the cruise port the same way. This mom right here is ready to kill her ex husband.
