I think her anxiety is tied to the guilt. I just can’t be honest with her. Have to hold back much more if she wants to visit D3 let her?

On FaceTime she calls every morning when she has D3 usually multiple times per day. So D3 is used to that. I wasn’t calling much the last few days then she went out with a friend got drunk was hungover the next day telling me she missed us then the next day asking to visit and I fd it up. Not sure how to play it tho... next time just say well be home at this time. Or be busy..?

H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18