Detaching / Dbing... Can I get to Piecing?

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I am not violating the golden rule I guess it is just that I want more. The cashier and I also do not video chat on a day to day basis. So seeing her in bed at lunch time does give me the urge to help. But I have not and will not try anymore I didn’t that for months and it’s just made it worse . I am kind but I always want to say more. Trying to be short and let her be but it is really hard for me. For example I am about to book a trip to Hawaii where I can play in a tournament and get partially sponsored. Of course it is ridiculous to think of us all going but I cannot help but still want that. Rooming with a good friend and looking forward to it. COntinuing GAL activities...