Picking up Her MESS #3 and is getting Worse

[marina7]

Journaling,
S10 is better still pain I think he might have pulled a muscle is hard trying to keep s10 to relax he is hyper he yet been diagnosed but I knew he has adhd s10 only can stay still if reading or focus on something he has to be doing something with his hands. But this is nothing new lol he been like that always and for me they are kids.

Something interesting has been happening to W, on bd W stop talking to everyone we knew even her friends since middle school W had new younger friends, and OW friends basically a New life. I remember getting text from mutual friends asking if we where ok because W never returned their calls or text. W always been the one to be the life of the party. Well a mutual friend posted a picture on fb saying Thank you for a evening W. And a picture of the ladies together W and friends always got together. I usually cooked for them. But the picture also had OW in it but not smiling at all I mean at all and W it doesn't even look like herself.
I know that usually MLC starts to reconnect with friends again So I been monkey braining and trying to see if something is happening. Also since s10 ER scare W has been calling them religiously I of course keep myself busy and don't listen to them but I hear W asking D10 questions because d10 is answering. Example Mommy is cooking and singing I wonder if W ask d10 what was I doing.

I honestly am no longer dissecting W thoughts or movements but is interesting to see her behavior since bd I got to really see the crisis W is going through but as I said before to much Damage I mean to much. W didn't just break me W broke our kids literally to the point there's no turning back.

One thing I can forsure say is mutual friends all had fake smiles. But I know if W is really going through WAW or MLC W can't hide her behavior so only time will tell

Kids and I been having relaxing week due to s10 not feeling well and they start school in 2 weeks. So we been watching movies and snuggling a lot us 4 finally I can relax having my babies all together.

One day at a time