Ovr I am sorry but I feel you are still available and she knows it. Tough love buddy, you know you can do it. She knows you are still hurting and that she can string you along. What would you do to show her that you can move in without her? What would make her feel she may be losing you?
Well I guess I just need to GAL and let her sit at home at night?
It's not like she's talked to me the last 2 nights anyways.
And I'm not excited about the ups and downs. Things were doing better until Monday when she talks to her Mom and sister who are influencing a lot right now.
I think tonight I'll go do something fun for me. I'm just worried that I shouldn't be b/c she's stayed w/ me for 11 days now. That is progress.
Here being up and down, not talking much to me, that is regression.
I don't think she's going to MC with me today either (she went last week). She said "I don't think I like it". Ya OK.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.