I forgot to mention that her shopping has been out of control. Clothes aftet clothes aftet clothes come home. She is obsessed with being young and sexy. To her credit she is beautiful and looks young, but the shopping definitely seems like a sign of something else. I dont think we go 2 days without something new coming home.

On a side note, i can almost literally see the high she gets from her A at times. Its almost like she cant be still and is floating around the house. Happy as can be. This is all while shes getting ready to go out as if i dont know where shes headed. I literally feel like im married to an addict of some type. Being rational is out the window, marriage vows dont matter, and shes going to get that fix no matter what.

Last edited by equalzr; 08/02/18 10:31 PM.
Together:20 years
M:3 years
Me:40
WW:40
S15
A suspected:5/17
AC:5/18
BD:8/18
WW in full blown R w/ OM
Still under same roof