Thanks Steve, she's mad as hell I accused her of it, not sure it's meth but it's something. In Florida she had a couple of rage spells, chest pains, throwing up, nose bleed. Etc. All signs of withdrawal. She swears she's not. Says I'm gonna look like a fool when I find out she's not. She's not staying at my house except when I work. Says I ruined any chance I had of us making our family work. Yet this morning she said I done this to her making her stay at home with kids for 6 years. She basically admitted it. I don't know how to take care of 3 Ur old, a 6 Ur old with no help and work a 12 he night shift. Just pray for me to have the strength to do it. Thanks everone