Hello again gang, I have not posting much - feeling kinda blah. My S is away Monday to Friday so it has been quiet sometimes lonely. I still have my dog with me so we are often out at the dog park or walking. It terms of me I continue my morning routine with prayers and then breakfast and then off to the gym. My health is good but I want to keep improving. After the gym I walk the dog . I ran into some friends at the park today- They mentioned I look lean and fit - what he referred to as my fighting weight. This made me feel good. Then I do my job search - I had a phone interview yesterday that went well. I have an interview tomorrow. Now I have 3 companies that might be looking at me. I hope something happens soon. I will pick up S tomorrow night for the weekend. He turns 16 on Saturday. I asked him if he wanted to have friends and family over - he said no "it doesn't matter".. I said Of course it matters - You matter! He said hes just not into it. So he agreed to go out to dinner on Saturday just me and him. And then he asked if he could take his favorite aunt ( my sister) . I said sure- anyone else? - He said nope. In the evenings I usually read some posts- doing some reading on self improvement and take a bike ride. I find my emotions still all over the place. Sometimes good - other times just plain crappy. I do think of W but not so often. I do wonder if she will try and do something with S for his bday. I definitely will stay out of the way should that happen. I had dinner with my best friend this week for his bday- he told me he was going up north for the week so he invited me to stay with him a couple days. I just might take him up on that. It has been pretty much the same NC with W - S has good and bad days and so do I. Hopefully a new job on the horizon. Enough rambling- I will continue to pray for you all - and thank you for prayers in return! Blessings!
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18
