Thank you Davide, Steve and LW for your support and confirming that I should not stop him. And truthfully, I do not want to, I want him to go. The very fact that a grown man wants to live away from his W and 2 small kids is repulsive and reeks of immaturity. What he has on the other side I do not know, sometimes I still analyze but most time I know it does not matter. I have a very busy life ahead, working a full time job, raising 2 small kids, managing MH and all finances and making sure I am the best mom should hopefully leave me no time to worry. I am letting him go, quiet, patient and upbeat. There is all the time in the world, nothing needs to happen right now, things will unfold as they are supposed to. I went to the temple this week and cried, and told myself we are all playing our roles in the story that God has destined us to live in. It will always turn out well, all you need is faith. Thanks for reading, I will continue venting here and showing WH only the happy me.
