Arshi, I just got caught up with your sitch. I'm soo sorry you have to endure so much pain thru this time. Having lived this scenario where my W just moved our almost 3 months ago i feel as a part of me left with her. To this day- although it is a little easier- I still struggle with hopes of my restored family. My S is away for the week so I just try to keep my hours occupied. In the days following H departure my suggestion is to set up a exercise routine. From my own experience I can tell you not only does it positively effects you because you are taking time to take care of yourself while excreting endorphins (making you feel good). As your journey continues you will feel better overall and the added bonus is others will see that too. I still get compliments on how I've lost 60 lbs. It makes me feel good and boosts my ego which we all need. On days you don't feel like exercising give your self an added push to get thru these bumps. it will pay off in the end. You've come this far- Stay strong . my prayers are with you and your family. Blessings!
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18