FM

Agree with Kiro

Your wounds are quite raw and you will have many triggers that will send you spinning

So definitely no big decisions now

I vividly remember seeing intact families at church one Sunday and almost having a breakdown

And then I realized that there were actually a lot of dads without moms present

Definitely find safe ways to let those feelings out or they will eat you alive


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving