Your wounds are quite raw and you will have many triggers that will send you spinning
So definitely no big decisions now
I vividly remember seeing intact families at church one Sunday and almost having a breakdown
And then I realized that there were actually a lot of dads without moms present
Definitely find safe ways to let those feelings out or they will eat you alive
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving