Gonna go home and immerse myself in the only thing that truly gets my mind off PDWIFE and my sitch, writing game material.

My gamenights have gotten cancelled numerous times recently which sux.

I have S3 tonight, so ill focus on him till his bedtime.
I feel like a crap dad because sometimes i feel reluctant to be with S3 because he makes me think of Her, and the fact that we arent raising our son together, and that OM is playing role of 2nd father figure, which i F***ing HATE.

M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds