really odd feelings last few days.
Very restless, fidgety and nervous. Dunno why.
Man, do i miss contentment, feeling rested and calm.

I may not be angry RN, or sad, whatever, but i am not calm. or at peace.
I dont remember what those feel like if im being honest.
I think Probably around Christmas 2016 was the last time i felt complete.

M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds