W dropped off D3 earlier. Little back and forth on schedule etc. I was upbeat all smiles excited to see D3. W asks if I want to hug I said if you want long hug... BS tired of it. Yea it does effect me still. So no I am not completely detached. Read detachment thread a couple times yesterday.

No hugs? Just say no thanks next time?

Want the family and R but tired of not being able to do anything to make it happen. .

H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18