[/quote]I do love my wife, but id be lying if i didnt say her behavior disgusts me and makes my stomach turn. Not only does she have an A, she also pillow talks w/ OM about my son and I. She has broken every sacred bond you can in a marriage and a family. What would make her think its ok to discuss family business with OM, and discussing my S with him too?[/quote]
E,
You know all of this and you would take her back in a heart beat. She knows this also, that is why you are of very low value in her eyes. She has zero respect for you RIGHT NOW hence she will tell you about the pillow talk WTF?
A person who loves and values himself is not going to put up with this BS. Right now when I read your sitch all I hear is "whoa is me" look what the MLC is doing to me. I have yet to hear any of your goals, 180s, GAL activities. Are you working out? Are you in IC? Reading books?
You have to grow some BALLS my friend, roll up your sleeves and get to work. Try to get a little better at something each day. Failure to do so will continue to cause you immense pain my friend.
I know this sounds harsh and you were given a [censored] sandwich as we all were at one point. You will survive this and thrive if you put in the work.
