I do need to let her go. It’s pretty difficult though with mixed, confusing messages. She told me she can file for divorce. She then told me she asked her lawyer if she could stop the process at any time if she changed her mind!
Some close friends have just told me to forget about her and find someone else. I’m not ready for another relationship and won’t be for some time. My kids are my priority at the moment.
I feel a failure, betrayed, let down.....she says it’s all her and not me. Not wanting to be a victim in all this but it’s pretty hard to let go after 25yrs.
