Finally getting some more fun things on the books for this week. Having dinner with some friends and walking the lake afterwards tonight.
Trying to keep certain opinions of friends out of my head. Most of them are supportive and want me to stand for our marriage and be in it for the longhaul, but some see this as an opportunity to move on. They just want me happy so I can't blame them.
Question regarding where I'm at currently with regards to communication with my W. She texted me a month ago saying nothing is going to change her mind to come back due to not having enough good memories in the marriage. I responded a couple of days later essentially saying I didn't have much to say at the moment, that I needed some time and I would be in touch. Probably shouldn't have even responded, but given that I did, is there any harm in remaining no contact even though I said I would be in touch? Don't think I owe her anything right now, but I don't want to cause any more damage. Assuming the answer is probably don't do anything as that is probably the opposite of what I would normally do.
Also, any fellow DBs initially struggle with the self-blame, and your mind wandering to something along the lines of your WAW/WW being right? W is making me feel like I'm the crazy person, and there are times I wonder if it is my fault. Obviously as Steve mentioned, my main priority at this point needs to be GAL, which is what I am doing.
