Thank you for your kind words DavidUK As for the children... I do want them but I am also considering that I might have a life without them... which would be awfully sad and, of course, I hope that I will have them. But I am not that desperate to be a single mother, take an artificial route for some egg or sperm donations etc, obviously I am also not that desperate to D my H because of that... just yet. I trust and hope that things will work out one way or another.
So yesterday I didn't kiss him or touch him once nor I said ILY... it was really strange for me as I am so used to giving and expressing love, perhaps that's how 180s must feel.. strange, out of my character. I am not even sure if H noticed because the distance is just the same... however I am going to carry on with this no pursuit- no touch or no ILY but friendly, chattu and cheerful. We are going to the movies tonight, my suggestion again and I got the tickets. I know it seemed like a pursuit, however it is my 180 too as I have never done it before. I told him that I want to see the new Tom Cruise movie and I am getting two tickets. If he were to say no, I would get my friend to come anyway.
W34 H61 M1 T3 June-H said he wants divorce but hasn't filed. Living and sleeping in the same bed, no intimacy from H side for last 12 months.
