Journaling...

Im doing a better job of detaching. I keep text responses short, and im not in a hurry to respond anymore. Is it bad for me to ignore the part of the W's text that asks how am I doing (just general talk)? I try to keep it simple, dont ask any questions, and really only talk about our S. Its still kind of weird being that we live together.

I slowly feel myself drifting away from W. I guess thats the point of detaching. Also, there is a lot of bitterness and disgust toward her creeping in. I obviously still love her, but these other emotions are very real.


Together:20 years
M:3 years
Me:40
WW:40
S15
A suspected:5/17
AC:5/18
BD:8/18
WW in full blown R w/ OM
Still under same roof