Thanks Irish.

None of this makes sense. None of it at all.

Whilst on vacation, I have found an inner peace. Relaxing, being with kids, reading, swimming, having fun, having a laugh, enjoying the great weather.

I don’t want her to leave but I’m counting the weeks until she does, so I can be at peace with my new life. I can’t be at peace whilst she is around. I find her a source of stress and confusion.

I don’t believe my marriage has failed. I believe one person changed their desire to be a part of it.