Yea i know. The thing is yet again, emotioanlly i want her to approach me for R, just to know she finally realized the scope and scale of what damage she caused and what she threw away, but i think unless she were to do LOTS and LOTS of work to R, i wouldnt even consider it.
Too much pain and deliberate hurt has occurred.
Too much violation of trust.

I want her to want me, but I dont want to want her anymore.
Very confusing stuff.

M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds