So my friend with a baby (7 weeks) came to visit... we had a lovely chat and tea, and H came to say hello- he was very charming and funny... almost hisold self in public... also when he talks to his friends on the phone he doesn't sound depressed at all. He is only like that with me. After my friend left, my H didnt comment on anything... nor did I. I don't have many friends with small children, and all his friends have children who are teenagers or in their twenties...
But when I helt my friend's baby I just felt so much longing. I really hope to experience being a mother one day. But at what price? We have home and lifestyle to suit the child, we are both married, I love him...
My friend suggested to give it a deadline- time when I will leave if nothing works out, I am not sure if I should do that? Does anyone on here has a deadline on DB?
W34 H61 M1 T3 June-H said he wants divorce but hasn't filed. Living and sleeping in the same bed, no intimacy from H side for last 12 months.
