It just Sux to keep hearing "it takes time" I feel like its been forever, but in hindsight it kind of breaks down a bit differently. I like to say in my head "Its been 9 months!!! I should be getting over this!!" But in reality it hasn't been that long.
Affair Length - April 2017 - 1 Year 3 Months Ago.
Affair Suspicion - August 2017 - 11 Months Ago
Separation / Affair Exposure - October 2017 - 9 Months Ago
Moved out of MH - Jan 2018 - 7 Months Ago
Filed for D - Feb 2018 - 6 Months Ago
Found DB Website - March 2018 - 5 Months Ago
Truly began to Heal and Detach earnestly - May 2018 - 3 Months Ago
My current goal is to move away from hoping for OM/PDWIFE to breakup, trying to mind read her "Losses" and hoping for her downfall.
Looking into some new hairstyles, gonna shop for some new clothes soon. Just trying to think of any and all ways to re-invent myself and feel new but the same.
Also just kinda.......shooting in the dark. lol.
even A blind pig finds an acorn eventually!!
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds
