I have never taken drugs, don't gamble, don't smoke, never cheated, women seem to find me attractive, responsible with money, enjoy cooking, good in all kinds of social settings. I have done some really cool things etc. I have done a good job raising my young kids pretty much on my own and they are doing extremely well at school. They are fab and no trouble at all.
However, I realise that W can be like a selfish spoiled kid and I've grown increasingly tired of it. She didn't ever want to talk sensibly about any relationship issues. I know what kind of relationship I would like. I had thought S could be a good thing for W to sort-out her own issues. As far as I'm concerned she needed to do that even if we were still together.
I have no idea where W mind is at. A few weeks ago she said to me "Gosh you're tall". I thought 25 years together and she says that... and then I realised... I'm walking taller... I'm not stooping down to her level.