Rose- thanks a million, I really needed to hear that so I am now stopping all the pursuit behaviour as for this morning. My willingness to control and fix the situation hasn't served me well at all. I am taking a step back... I just need to trust myself that it is going to be alright.
I had a wobble yesterday and again was reduced to tears by my H's indifference... but I managed to hold in and smile and talk cheerfully. I felt so proud of myself afterwards that I took control over my emotions and detached. I really feel that I don't deserve to be treated with such indifference but I am trying to believe that it is only a phase we are going through.
It will be interesting this afternoon as a good friend of mine is popping in to visit me with a 2 months old baby...
W34 H61 M1 T3 June-H said he wants divorce but hasn't filed. Living and sleeping in the same bed, no intimacy from H side for last 12 months.
