Today after W got off of work, she went to her dad's house to pick up S. She called me on the way back to talk. Apparently, she was very tired from work and wanted to talk to me to keep her awake, and she also wanted to tell me how her day went.
She did bring up mediation and reminded me that she'd like to figure out as much as we can before we go, but there's still not a date set, and she's thinking the end of next month might be good.
I told her I wasn't ready to discuss all of the details of splitting things, and would prefer to wait until mediation, or at least until I've had time to think it all over.
There are some very mixed signals coming from her.
She keeps talking about the mediation, so it seems she's still wanting to take that route. BUT she's also just calling to talk to me, and she even said that she wants to take S out for his bday coming up, and she wants me to come as well so we can have some family time.
I get it...I can't read into it...these are definitely two very different signals...either she wants to D or she doesn't...but she seems to be also trying to keep me as a friend and even get closer. I don't know. I don't really think she knows what she wants. But I'm still sticking to LRT.
It's really frustrating to say the least. I can definitely say that I'm really glad to hear from her. I enjoy talking to her. But I don't really know what she's doing or thinking.
