davide/maika/wlf...I want to thank each one of you for your words of encouragement. Davide I know we've been on a shared path for some time now. Maika as always the depth of your reflection...I can't reply in a justifiable way although I will look into some of those videos/books you suggested.
My D goes back to be with W starting tomorrow which is why I'm up and can't sleep. I HATE that our D does not have her family all the time and D I know personally feels it even though she's not quite 4. Does W remotely even care? To just let all that we had go with no attempt to save it...if we D we will not be friends, I do not know if I will ever be able to forgive her...not that she would likely care anyway.
Wlf...reading your post brought tears to my eyes. To know that someone else in this world who I don't truly know went to church and prayed for me and my family..truly thank you and God bless you! Soon after reading your post, I got down and prayed for all of the many wonderful spouses on here suffering and for their children who face the same future as my D. I know in this modern world where divorce is so common place and oh "the kids will be fine" mentality, DA!MNIT children having their mother and their father together matters!! The thought of my D not having another Christmas morning with both of us or a shared vacation...seriously Wlf you praying for me and my family meant the world to me! In all the pain that people can inflict on one another, you show me that there is still hope for good in people.
