LW, thanks. I dont know how people can make these decisions and not be raw and confused. I dont understand the WASs here, I never will. Given my tendency to put up with way more than I should, to take way more blame than I should and to continue to love someone I probably shouldnt, Im afraid im going to have to force myself bc I dont think ill ever be ready or ever know for sure. At some point I feel like ill have to make myself go. Or else ill be 50 and still in the same situation.
M: 43, H: 44 Married 18 yrs, Together 26 yrs S17, D15, D8, S6 Still living in MH
