It is good to hear from you again. I understand about not having the heart to post for a while, I have felt like that a lot myself. I have to say that you strike me as a beacon of strength in how well you have handled a nearly unbearable situation. Don't beat yourself up about any mistakes you made along the way - you have done an incredible job surviving and eventually thriving under horrible conditions. Celebrate the progress you have made.
It's also great to hear that you are allowing yourself to feel your emotions and let them out without getting consumed by them. That is so hard for me.
You do deserve better. Maybe it is with your WH if he comes around, maybe it is a new relationship. Whatever form it comes in, I am confident it will come to you.
take care of yourself
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019
