Journaling, Since BD I have stayed away from my family because my family is one of those family that are not forgiving and I always said If W and I work things out they will never understand this MLC world. Well today I got a phone call my uncle is in his last hours of cancer. I wanted to scream and of course my family doesn't know and if they do they haven't said much said do you think you all will be coming to see my Uncle I said just keep me posted.
1st I barely have a $100 in account things are tuff. And 2nd my kids are going through enough so unfortunately I will not add on to there chaos.
But I know my W loved my uncle and uncle loved her. I texted W and told her what was happening W did say I am so sorry I loved him. But interesting W stated I didn't know. My uncle been fighting cancer for 3yrs W and I where together when we both got the news W cried but now she says she didn't know he was sick. Wow not sure even to believe if W really doesn't remember or she doesn't want to remember because makes her sad.
Please keep my little family in prayers God I will need the strength not being able to say my good byes to my uncle through this tough time of my life and kids
Last edited by marina7; 07/28/1809:07 PM.
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9
