Welcome back Arshi, He slipped in 'honey' 'baby' and other monikers but I felt it was emotionless and just manipulative at this time. This shows growth in detachment where what he says good or bad had little effect on you. Good Job!
Well this pity session lasted for about 30 mins and the rest of the days I have finally found my anger.
It is good to let go off that emotion now use this anger to fuel something great!!
My big realization, I deserve better, my children deserve better. We want him, but the better him, the one that can earn his place back. We all need self reflection to better ourselves but we also need to realize that we too deserve much greater things that the WAS was giving us. Let us remember this should we decide to move forward with a R with or without WAS.
Arshi- you have done one heck of a job keeping it together. The road will not be easy but the rewards at the end will be abundant. I continue to pray for you and your family. Stay strong! Blessings!
We all need self reflection to better ourselves but we also need to realize that we too deserve much greater things that the WAS was giving us. Let us remember this should we decide to move forward with a R with or without WAS. I should have typed- we too deserve much greater things the WAS was NOT giving us.
Last edited by Cadet; 09/14/1811:10 PM. Reason: combine posts
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18
