definitely cycling back into another phase of anger and missing what I had. I'm glad I'm able to recognize it for what it is now but it doesn't make it suck any less
OK these are the times we you need to stay busy. If you have S3, as neffer says, make it all about him. Otherwise, dive into work. Or if you need a break from work, go for a walk.
At home stay busy. There is nothing worse than being in these phase and just sitting and stewing in it. Go for a run, a bike-ride, or a workout. Or call up a buddy and go do a guy thing (I personally love going to the shooting range, most of them rent guns so you don't even need to own one). Hang out with brother and SiL. Anything but keep that mind occupied and away from those thoughts of anger and missing. Those are when we have weak moments and break principles with texts, etc.
As neffer said STAY STRONG! You got this.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
