Thanks Sandi, I know it will take a few days or more for her to notice that I haven't reached out etc. She does need a major wake up call. I think she will enjoy being left alone for a while and then it will kick in. I think the silence from me will get to her eventually . I think she is trying to mentally block me out. She is forcing herself to forget about me. I like the idea in my head that I am dumping her instead. Even though she dumped me. I feel she still has a small attachment to me still...very small. It was a wake up call for me that she was capable of doing this. Like you mentioned in your story. A month before, you would have bet your life you wouldn't have done what you did. My W was the same way. She was super nice and had a generous heart and a very kind person. Everyone always told us how beautiful our family is. This is still so weird to me. Like a bad dream and I can't wake up. I never dreamed in a million years she would do this to me and our family. I was in shock for 2 months. My books should be here monday. I keep reviewing the 37 rules and spend a lot of time reading the WW forums that you give tons of advice and helps me understand the mindset of a WW. I will keep you posted on anything. I think its going to be quiet for a few days though.
ME 47 W 38 M17 T20 Separated 5/20/18 D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed 4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15
