What I can say that each night- at least I go to sleep knowing that I did the best I could do... and I really am the best person I could possibly be.
BINGO. This is the key. You can control you, not him. JLS I don't know what will happen with your and your H, but I do know that YOU will be fine. You will move forward. You have a lot of life ahead of you and a lot to give to someone that wants you and values you. That may be your H eventually, it may be someone new.
Stay strong. It always gets worse before it gets better, but it does get better!
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018