Can I really do this #5

[Dtrmned]

I'm positive that I just made a mistake, but had to share since I am open, honest, and totally imperfect.


Had youtube on this morning at work. A song came on that was VERY significant in my MR. Very sensual. Watched and listened. Then I sent the link to my W in am email.

I know it was stupid, desperate, whatever. I miss her so much at this moment.

I probably will get no response, but felt the need to send it to her.

Definitely pursuit. What else can I do but try to show the woman whom is the love of my life, that I LOVE her with all my heart.

2x4's expected.

I love my W. I want to keep my family together.

I want to get back to enjoying life and hopefully my family.

Don't know where she is at this particular time in the morning. But I will update when/if she responds.