I've been continuing my GAL and trying to stop thinking about our R. I had my IC session today, which was good. S and I spent most of the day just playing together. I haven't heard from XF since Sunday. I actually think I prefer this as it makes it easier to not over think everyhing he says.
I get frustrated that we did have a good life together, he was negative so much of the time it was hard to even be around.
I'm really thinking of the last name thing and trying to decide what's best for S. I don't want him to take after his Dad's family. Maybe a last name doesn't even matter. S is so sweet and kind. ExF has worked 7 days a week for years with a month off or weekends off here and there. So I've essentially raised our kids.
