Wow! Thank-you guys so much...Each and every response truly hit home and I'm taking all of the advice and going full force ahead...I'll be referring to my thread often to keep these thoughts fresh in my mind and to keep me motivated to rebuild my life and get back on track..
I can't thank the people enough on these boards for this kind of support in what is easily the darkest time that I've ever experienced...You give me hope that even though I can'f feel it or see it, eventually the darkness will give way to light...