You're right Steve85, I really screwed up. I was doing so well for a while detaching and taking care of me and he started to open up an bit, I got cocky and emotional thinking, "this is it! He's coming back slowly!" and I lost my skills I was learning with DB.
Thank you for helping me see what I did wrong, I've felt like I've been going nuts the last few days when while I was detaching and doing well. I just can't help feeling bad for his sad face, I'm a sucker and need to focus and let it roll off my back. HE did this to us, HE's the one acting senseless. I can only take care of me and our boy during this crazy time.
Together for 13 years, married for 8. H is 46 I'm 40 S is 6 Bombdrop in April 2018 Still in limbo as of 2019
