I ordered the books today. I hope they help. Ive read a lot of forums and can see there is a lot of broken hearts in this world. I hate that there is so many. My marriage was solid so I thought. It seems that everywhere I go there is another broken home. Its on television as a normal event. I am a religious guy and know that Satan number 1 target is the family and he got mine and all of yours. I will not give up the fight but realize I have to be strategic and listen and the #1 thing I will need is patience. I really appreciate the support and glad I chime in on others posts to give them support. I will need a lot of strength to detach from the love of my life. But I need her to wake up from her silly dream and realize she has a family that will love her more than anyone could. My S6 just told me that were not a family anymore and it broke my heart. He said we are 2 families now that live in 2 diff houses. If she could hear that she would..well never mind she isn't thinking clear right now. Pray for me and I will pray for you. Thanks for any support and words of encouragement. I know nothing is guaranteed but you gotta stay positive.
ME 47 W 38 M17 T20 Separated 5/20/18 D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed 4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15
