Thanks Lane! It really helps to have support from you and everyone else here. Lord knows I need it. Your right, the anxiety can be painful. Ive also dealt with depression and lost nearly 20 pounds. Im working to put that back on(in a better look too) and get my confidence back. I guess when you think about it these women probably "detached" over the course of a few years and we just didnt know it. Now they are just full of resentment and bitterness towards us.

Thanks for listening to me ramble!


Together:20 years
M:3 years
Me:40
WW:40
S15
A suspected:5/17
AC:5/18
BD:8/18
WW in full blown R w/ OM
Still under same roof