Thanks Lane! It really helps to have support from you and everyone else here. Lord knows I need it. Your right, the anxiety can be painful. Ive also dealt with depression and lost nearly 20 pounds. Im working to put that back on(in a better look too) and get my confidence back. I guess when you think about it these women probably "detached" over the course of a few years and we just didnt know it. Now they are just full of resentment and bitterness towards us.
Thanks for listening to me ramble!
Together:20 years M:3 years Me:40 WW:40 S15 A suspected:5/17 AC:5/18 BD:8/18 WW in full blown R w/ OM Still under same roof