D - Your emotions are subsiding, your coming down off the rush and you are realizing that focusing on your W and analyzing her every move is exhausting. Everyone does it early on that is why the quicker you can implement what Sandi has laid out the quicker you will begin to heal.
What you are going through and feeling is perfectly normal.
You need to do things that increase your confidence and make you feel good about yourself. That is the only thing you should be focused on.
