Hey folks. Interestingly, now that I am facing the reality of my situation more head-on, the less desire I have to see or even hear from W. It seems like that is just going to set me back and put me in a bad place. Is that normal? Before, I would have taken any opportunity to see her to show her my progress, but now I just don't want to deal with her. It's definitely not detachment because I don't want to deal with the emotional repercussions of seeing her. If I were nicely detached then there wouldn't be any emotional repercussions.
Now this is an example of you getting back in touch with who you truly are.
Its desperation time, so you will drop your normal role to get back to basics.
And that less desire is an example of that... you know whats truly important
